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What's Your Favorite Toy? Brickfish

ack i'm so disoriented and confused by the new everything about xanga. -__-""

anyways...

winter break is almost over. *sigh* wish it would be longer. i'm on my last week of break, and even though i don't like all the work and stuff...i really really miss the freedom i got at school. hmm...being home has been ok i guess. good food, get to hang out with friends more. and even though i'm home every weekend, this break has been really nice. just getting to be with everyone more. but yeah...most definently looking forward to getting my freedom back.

haha...so i guess i update once a month now...

hmmm...well....on winter break! woohoo...a month of break =) didn't know it would feel this great. anyways...juries are over! =) good thing my left hand basically recovered. mostly. just can't over do it still, but a good 2 hour practice isn't so bad anymore yay! juries went by pretty well actually. i wasn't so nervous, and yeah i missed vibrato at a few places but as my pianist put it, "I think that's the best you've played all year!" so yayyy!!!

i know no one reads this anymore and probably doesn't care about my cello adventure in college, but ah well haha the few who might ever read this. i like music school =) it's fun! but mannn do i need this break

haha...so my hand is recovering! yay!

it's sucked...not having a working left hand for the past many weeks. -___-"" didn't know practicing could do so much damage. still in that stage where it's like....plenty of rest but still need to practice, so i only get like an hour to an hour and half in each day right now. *sigh* need to work back up to two and half+ hours w/o destroying my left hand forever.

bleah. so many papers and exams this week. i just want to sleep. i want a good nights sleep for once! rar....i'm one of those anti-party people. *gasp* everyone always goes "omg what's wrong with you?!" whenever i say that. but really. i don't like the party people. they keep me up at night. i'm one of those people...i NEED my sleep. as in...if i don't get my sleep i become really really REALLY irritated and easily pissed, and i will throw my fan at some idiot's head if they don't shut up. i'm probably already known as the girl who always yells at people to shut up or be quiet. with the hair flying and sweater on that's too big for her, glaring with her death glare. hahaha....wonderful. ah well.... i just want my sleep. if people could understand that w/o sleep i'm more prone to violence...then maybe they'd understand. hahaha....more prone to getting violent and sick. and foul mouthed. that's what happens when i'm sleep deprived.

*crash* *boom*

i need my sleep.....and i have class soon...rar...and another paper....need to get back to that. gjadpsihgsa!

sleepy

haha....so college has fully cultivated my lazy side.

don't know whether that is a good thing or not?

well....music is going ok. haha..so much to work on....soooo much. -____-" ahh...i'm getting there. vibrato is finally improving! now...to work on that left wrist of mine and my thumb, and we might actually be getting somewhere. joy.

elegie is going pretty well though. yay! my teacher wasn't mad at me about it! and i'm playing during studio class friday....which i'm nervous about. lights glaring and people staring. *shudders* but i'll have to get over it, and go on that stage otherwise i fail this class.....

b+ in lessons. mehhh....can't expect better, but still...a b+.....it's just so strange. i'll get it up though. hopefully.

*yawns* can't believe i'm always so tired. keep sleeping through psych. haha iswear...if you look at my notes there my words keep trailing off, and i guess i'm sleep writing cuz there are random scribbles in the margins which are completely elligible. haha...i'll have to work on that. but the chair is just sooooooooo comfy..and my dreams are nice and i don't want to wake up in class. hahaha

i guess i should take a nap so i'll actually be up and doing some form of hw later? haha i need to get rid of this laziness...